I need to relax. In my life, there will be plenty of time to be married, have a fabulous job, have money and be serious. Right now, I just need to enjoy my life. I want to stop being so intense.
I am working out, eating right, doing school, writing for The Fresh Xpress, being a Christian. I just wanna relax and do the whole "22" thing.
Soon enough, 22 will be long gone then college will be a memory. I just want to enjoy my life as is and I know everything will fall into place.
I'm single. I've been single for a while now and I just need to take this time and figure out what I want to do as a single girl.
I like me. I like how I am. I watch Sex and the City, buy countless magazines, workout like crazy, eat steamed vegetables that I buy frozen from Walmart and pop in the microwave, I live with four guys, I watch Sunday morning news shows, I stop doing things cold turkey that I think are ruining my life, I read a chapter in Proverbs every night, I tell my mother everything...
I'm just me. I enjoy being 22. I am not stressed about finding a boyfriend or getting the perfect reporter job (I don't even want to be a reporter sometimes). I just live my life. I shop, I talk on the phone, I text like a maniac, I talk aloud to God. I do me. And I am happy with me.
I am relaxing. I am content with today. I have a lot going for me today that has nothing to do with yesterday or tomorrow. No more obsessing. I am just living.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
March 1st is a New Day :)
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