Mr. Big

I've come to the conclusion that Mr. Big is a jerk.

I like Sex and the City. I think Carrie Bradshaw's character is hilarious and she is enough like me to keep me interested, but not enough like me to make me hate the show. Of course, I frown upon all the sex they have. I mean, sheesh! That's pretty gross. Beyond that, it's a great show that I think that any woman who deals with men can relate to.

I especially like the story about Carrie and Mr. Big. Mr. Big reminds me of Trump. Older, attractive and independent. Of course Trump is much, much cuter than Mr. Big and also much younger, but there are some personality resemblances that I've noticed. Mr. Big dates Carrie though which is a difference between me and Trump, but I'll let that detail slide for now. Besides,
as I said,

Mr. Big is a jerk.

He treats Carrie sooooo mean! I don't need that or want that in my life at all. For all his wonderful qualities and all the times he has actually showed Carrie some sort of affection in return, he also did her soooo wrong. And that's why I think that happy endings hardly make up for terrible middles. If you know what I'm saying.

I used to say I want someone like Mr. Big. But I realized that I don't. I don't want to be with a jerk like that. I hope that if Trump ever does open his heart to me, that will be it and it won't be a continuous heart-shattering runaround like Big did with Carrie. I mean, come on. Everytime I watch that show, I want to strangle him -- and her for that matter.

Love shouldn't be that hard. Guys shouldn't be that mean and girls shouldn't be that needy. I have to admit that Carrie was doing way too much at times, but then again she was thirty-something and getting a little desperate.

There is a part of me that is willing to endure all things just for a happy ending with Trump. I don't know why I am like that. It's not even healthy. And it may not work out. Maybe I will have endured all things just for him to get married, or at least in a serious relationship with someone else (I really, really hope this doesn't happen while I still like him). I would be devastated. I shudder just thinking about it. But maybe I will endure all things just for him to finally open his heart to me. Mr. Big finally opened his heart to Carrie right? So there's hope!

But Mr. Big is a fictional character and Trump isn't.

Besides, Mr. Big is a jerk anyway.