The Last Battle

The struggle is over
The words, they've come and gone
The lies that I told myself
While I insisted to hold on
Have been replaced by the truth
As inconvenient as it may be
There is nothing left
No hope left for you and me
I wanted to talk to you
But didn't know what to say
And what is the point of trying
When your eyes give it away
They beg me to walk away
So there is no reason for me to stay
Why endure one more day
Of my heart in disarray?
Remember when we hoped
Remember when we believed
Remember when we tried
Oh wait that was all just me
Caught up in a fantasy
Drowning in self-imposed misery
Wanting and waiting for something that could never be
Who remains locked inside misery
While simultaneously holding the key
Again, that would be me
So the struggle is over
I surrender, I give in
I lose...
...You win.