This too shall pass

I won't rehash the past few weeks. Suffice to say that Trump has been a never-ending rollercoaster and once and for all I am getting off this ride.

He can just think of me in the future as "the one who got away" or he can just not think of me all. Pretty soon, I am not going to care either way.

Okay in the past few weeks, we have went out on two dates (shocker, I know). And we have also spent some, ahem, time together on Christmas and New Years.

But all that brings me to today:
I called him and texted him yesterday morning...he still hasn't responded so I have decided that once and for all, I am d-o-n-e. Even if he decides to call or text me now, I am not responding. We have nothing to say to each other. I don't need another friend. I have plenty. Maybe one day down the road when I don't feel used and thrown away like a useless piece of gum, then I can be friends with him. Until then, I am not going to be friends with him at ALL.

I can't do this anymore. This has been excruciatingly painful and I cannot take the up and down anymore. Besides, what do I want? To be his girlfriend? The chances of that happening are slim to none and the chances of him being faithful to me as his girlfriend is pretty much guaranteed to not happen.

It is high time that I moved on. And today, January 5th is definitely that day.

Trump doesn't deserve me -- at all. And I am not going to give him any more of me at all. So what if I gave everything to only end up empty-handed? Soon, I will be completely over this.

This too shall pass.