When will I ever get tired of being sad? When will I become completely spent? I am unable to open my heart to anyone. I am unable to care. Why do I have such strong feelings still toward Trump? Why do I care so much? Why do I put so much in to someone and get nothing in return? Why oh why oh why? I am soooooo sick and tired of this. I am tired of the hurt, the disappointment, the rollercoaster, the pain, the wanting, the waiting, the wishing, the hoping. I am tired of allllllll of it. I want to be d-o-n-e. What will it take for me to let go? Trump treats me horribly and I am sick of it. He treats me like I treat everyone else and that sucks. I really, really, really want to let go of this. Like starting tomorrow I'm over it. I have tons of work to do and none of it involves fooling around wondering if/when Trump is going to call or text me. I am SO SICK of all of this. I am so nice to him and patient with him and I care about him and I like him and all of that and what do I get in return? Barely anything. What am I doing? Why do I put myself through it? He couldn't care less about me which really really sucks. I have to let this go. I can't continue to live like this.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
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