Two WHOLE Weeks!!!

It's been two weeks since I talked to him. I'm pretty sure this is the longest we have ever went without talking since we met last year.

Do I miss him?

To say "yes" would be an understatement. Sometimes, I miss him so much it physically hurts. But I have to be strong. I unfriended him on Facebook some time last week (Monday I think) and he sent me a msg Thursday asking "we're not friends anymore". I didn't respond. I wanted to, but I couldn't. At some point, I have to walk away. I can't continue to hold onto someone who isn't holding onto me. I sound like a broken record. But I seriously have to grow up.

I wonder if he misses me. If so, I wouldn't know it. He never calls or texts me. I JUST WANT HIM TO CARE. I want to know that I meant something to him. I feel like I didn't mean anything. Steve Harvey says in his book, that some women are just "sports fish" to men. The men could never see themselves with these women, but they just use them for a sexual fix and that's it. I was Trump's sports fish.

The truth hurts.

Today, I was randomly going through Tanisha's Facebook album and there was a picture of him and her at Easton together. I sware my heart stopped for a moment. They could have just randomly bumped into each other and she took a picture. Not likely. They were probably on a date. Ugh. I'm sick just thinking about it. How many times did we go out? Not often. She's gorgeous though. Way prettier than I am. He probably likes her more than he could ever like me.

This sucks.

But it will pass. I am on the right road now. I was going to text him when I watched Down With Love, but I decided against it. 1,000 points for Alissa!!! LOL.

I turn 23 tomorrow. I gave him all of 22. He gets none of 23. I do wish he would call me on my bday to say happy birthday. Not likely since I'm sure he doesn't know my birthday. *Sigh* Oh well.

Moving right along....